Except for a few moments lately, and getting back into the series (to finish the book), I feel like I've almost forgotten about him.
Certainly, I've forgotten what it is like to HAVE him in my mind. (And sadly, it's not a feeling I miss). When I list the things in my mind, work and new friends there, and the politics and the projects, maybe it's 5/7ths of my life. 70% of my brain? I've been VERY good about keeping a bit of MYSELF for my sanity.
I've moved on from him. And the guy after that. And the guy after that. And now there's another (or 2 more). Thinking about this script is like thinking about a memory. I need to make it more alive.
Everything is quiet in the background. But I still hear him talking.
Certainly, I've forgotten what it is like to HAVE him in my mind. (And sadly, it's not a feeling I miss). When I list the things in my mind, work and new friends there, and the politics and the projects, maybe it's 5/7ths of my life. 70% of my brain? I've been VERY good about keeping a bit of MYSELF for my sanity.
I've moved on from him. And the guy after that. And the guy after that. And now there's another (or 2 more). Thinking about this script is like thinking about a memory. I need to make it more alive.
Everything is quiet in the background. But I still hear him talking.
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